November 2010
Mark in Raleigh
So I absolutly adore Mark Ballas. He is coming to Raleigh for some dance show, and I cant go!!!! :( :( :( This makes me beyond sad, because I have always dreamed of seeing him perform live. I saw him say on Twitter he was headed to Raleigh (by the way I go to NC State so I live here) and I was like I want to go! But…I cant! So I said “Okay Ill just forget about it.” Nope, thats...
Another Sleepless Night
Thoughts:
“Another Sleepless Night” sounds like a good song title.
Pandora Radio is genious, Im officially addicted.
This morning I had a dream about watching a shark eat people from the beach and then I had a “suprise wedding” and my mom and boyfriends aunt picked my dress, I didnt get to.
I have an old INXS song stuck in my head thanks to the Love and Other Drugs...
11
Are you a lover or a fighter?
Both
One word answer. Thats all.
Typical Night of Insomnia
So…thought of the night…
I just typed this all up and posted it, and NOTHING showed up…-__-
How the F***did Justin Bieber win the American Music Award for artist of the year? WTF?!
And how did Justin Dweeber beat Eminem, Lady Gaga, and Katy Perry for artist of the year? Double WTF?!
I have a sudden obsession with Dashboard Confessional and Maroon 5. Ive always loved Dashboard...
Day Tennn
What do you dislike most about yourself (physically and emotionally)
Feet, I dont like my feet. Theyre ugly, and really long and skinny, but theyre not that big, Im only a size seven, theyre just weird looking. And my foreheads massive, you could land a plane on it. I dont like it either.
Emotionally, I have too much, and it makes things really hard sometimes, because I just get upset so easily...
Day Nine
What do you like most about yourself (physically and emotionally)?
Oh geez….I guess this is where I get to sound all cocky. I guess you could say I like my hair color the most. Its really really dark brown, almost black, and not alot of people have a color like it that is natural. And yes mine is natural, I have never dies my hair in my life. Alot of people ask me if it is natural, and it...
Cant Sleep...Again
First of all had a really awful nightmare that woke me up. Then for some reason I started thinking about money, which Im running low on. I have to spend so much freaking money and printing out papers and laundry, not to mention other little things. But really?!?! You would think college tuition would pay for freaking laundry. Arent we paying enough?? Weell most people…I got lucky and got a...
Is there something wrong with this?
That I go through two bottles of conditioner before I go through one of shampoo?
Ahhh man...
Gotta love college….
8-10 oage paper
math homework
5-6 page paper
7-8 page paper
some reflection thing
All this is due this week. Bullet in my skull please?
Day Eight!
Have you ever had your heart broken? Have you broken a heart?
In a sense, I have had my heart broken. I havent been broken up with though. Sometimes I would like a guy and he would end up with another girl and that made me feel heartbroken. When my dog died, when I had to quit dance, when my favorite singers brother died…all of those things made me feel heart broken. I cant tell you if I...
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Day Number Seven
What does your name mean and why were you named that name?
After doing some research, I learned my name means beautiful. Also, my mom worked with a girl at Hooters, liked her name, and gave it to me. Yep…I named after a Hooters girl.
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Back to It (Day Six)
What is your Phobia/Fear?
Spiders. No doubt. I hate them. I saw that aracnaphobia movie and screamed and squirmed more than any other real scary movie. But if you wanted to get real deep, Id say the future. Im scared to death of what is going to happen. I dont even want to think about it. Finding a home, living with a man, providing….
However, I would not mind living here…
Typical Hate Love Relationship
Now I see why everyone used to always be so moody when they had boyfriends…
I hate you so much. I hate that you make me feel like crap. I hate that you say really hurtful things you dont mean. I hate that you get mad at me for not telling you every detail of my life. I hate that you call me a b**** too many times a day. I hate that we fight all the time. I hate that Im scared to do some...
